Well... it took me some time creating and customizing this blog. As you know, dummys(that's me) are called so for an apparent reason. Finally, I am done...fewh... it took me ages.. I don't write blogs or records daily events(what people usually call 'diaries') often... just nothing-to-do right now... so, maybe trying a hand on it. Hope my blog won't bore u, readers. I am nicknamed old grandma though, so bear me if it does...
Anyway, today's saturday. I am supposed to be at my hometown, back in siew pau village... but see what am I doing here(sighs)... Felt so homesick right now... miss family bery much... how I wish I was back there, eating mom's cooked food, enjoying a nice bubble bath... okok... stop dreaming, {rewinding....} {pause...} {play...} back to reality...
Time for serious talk. Don't kinda like the silent evening now... you can even hear the tickling sound of the electronic clock... hate the feeling of being lonely. I need someone right now... who's going to be the 'someone'?? anyone???
undescribable...
By the way, I think I am developing first degree of melancholy. Starting to display some symptoms of it... you know... sudden extreme sadness, feeling hopeless, lost of interest, pleasure in daily routine... gaining weight at the same time. I don't know i have such big appetite. omg..Or sometimes losing weight (skips meals almost thrice a week). Friends claiming I have been quite emo nowadays... cause i seldom speak. I can remain silent for hours without voicing a word. All the times feeling moody, in between, happy all of a sudden and i will laugh for no reason... oh... what's becoming of me?? I am so sory, everyone... for behaving like an idiot.
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